Should I let it?

If only I were a teenager, I would enjoy this. But now I'm scared if I should let it open and vulnerable. But I believe that it is inevitable isn't it? Gosh... after years I finally should face this kind of joy as well as threat, again.....

Should I build a strong and high wall and prevent any possible attack or just let it open and find out maybe the one that will come is such a bless.....

I am indeed afraid