haaaa
how many hearts have you stabbed for your ego???? I hate your simple smile and soft voice. so fucking fake..... you are like a knife... to hurt others.... I never like it
Kamis, 27 Agustus 2009
Kamis, 13 Agustus 2009
guilty stuppid pleasure
definition: a pleasure that makes you feel guilty and stupid. but somehow, it's still a pleasure.
-I feel guilty and stupid- where's my brain????
-I feel guilty and stupid- where's my brain????
Selasa, 11 Agustus 2009
weddingku
di atas meja kulihat tumpukan weddingku
ingin rasanya kugeret pintu
atau sekalian kulempar batu
teringat betapa bodohnya aku
iya pilu sih pilu
tapi kan juga gara-gara kelakuanku
Dimana letak otakku?
sepertinya jadi membeku
kata orang sunda sih belegug
aku cuma ingin ketok-ketok pake palu
terus teriak huuuuuuuuuuuu
ingin rasanya kugeret pintu
atau sekalian kulempar batu
teringat betapa bodohnya aku
iya pilu sih pilu
tapi kan juga gara-gara kelakuanku
Dimana letak otakku?
sepertinya jadi membeku
kata orang sunda sih belegug
aku cuma ingin ketok-ketok pake palu
terus teriak huuuuuuuuuuuu
Minggu, 09 Agustus 2009
life oh life. if it's not comlicated, then it's not life
why lfe shold be complicated? maybe because it's life. we are not angel who has no life aren't we (like I know how an angel live anyway). Sometimes, we want sumthin and t's affordable. when we afford to buy that thing, we are no longer allowed to touch it. For example, my aunt said that when she was young, she really want to eat deicious food. when she has the money later on when she's old, diabetic and cholesterol prevent her to eat fatty, creamy and sweet food.
Someone who are crazy for us are not someone we like, someone we like belongs to someone else, and it makes the relation into chasing each other without ending. Maybe we like sum1, and he/she likes us to, but the circumstances are not supporting. example, siti nurbaya case. We like someone, he/she likes us a lot, but he/she likes his/her couple better, and they put us as second priority. geeezzzzzz
rich people wants peaceful life, poor people with peaceful life wants money. and abbove all that, there is always someone who are rich, beautiful, smart, and has someone he/she love. Look like perfect isn't it????????
Who we need is far, who we don't want to have is near. Who we want to have is in front of us, but he/she brings no good to us. the one who brings good to us is not the one we like. If a book said that why men marry bitches? could I say why women love bad boy?
just a thought when I'm tired with playing farm frenzy all day long
Someone who are crazy for us are not someone we like, someone we like belongs to someone else, and it makes the relation into chasing each other without ending. Maybe we like sum1, and he/she likes us to, but the circumstances are not supporting. example, siti nurbaya case. We like someone, he/she likes us a lot, but he/she likes his/her couple better, and they put us as second priority. geeezzzzzz
rich people wants peaceful life, poor people with peaceful life wants money. and abbove all that, there is always someone who are rich, beautiful, smart, and has someone he/she love. Look like perfect isn't it????????
Who we need is far, who we don't want to have is near. Who we want to have is in front of us, but he/she brings no good to us. the one who brings good to us is not the one we like. If a book said that why men marry bitches? could I say why women love bad boy?
just a thought when I'm tired with playing farm frenzy all day long
Selasa, 14 Juli 2009
it's you not him
It's you, not him....
who left the scar
the one I hope could help me raising but push me down
the one I hope could keep me stand still but let me fall
just when I need someone to hold on
never thought you'll left me alone
But now I know that I'm the one who I could rely on
who left the scar
the one I hope could help me raising but push me down
the one I hope could keep me stand still but let me fall
just when I need someone to hold on
never thought you'll left me alone
But now I know that I'm the one who I could rely on
Jumat, 19 Juni 2009
Stop complaining and be more grateful
I was in the taxi with my friends on the way to mall ambasador last night when I saw an old hunchbacked lady sweeping the street. I said to my friend "oh poor lady". Then he told me a story. Once he was somewhere in Jakarta seeing an old lady collecting plastic bottles and glasses. He asked her the price of plastic bottles per kilogram, and the lady said Rp. 2000/kg. My friend asked her again how many day she needs to collect one kilogram of plastic, and she said 2-3 days. The answer surprised my friend, because a lady could live up until now with an income only Rp. 2000 per 3 days! My friend again told me that the lady was cheerful and she still feel that she's blessed by saying that sometimes the owner of warung tegal before closing their stall provide her with food. She herself has a family, but she does not want to burden them therefore she prefers to work.
The story strikes me on the head and stab me on my heart. Couple of days ago, I had a great meal on one of 5 stars hotel in Jakarta. It was indeed satisfactory yet pricy. After hearing the story, I suddenly calculated that the money I spent on my luxurious lunch could support the lady for months!I feel guilty.
I feel guilty not for my passion on food, but for my ignorance upon those who are suffering. I feel guilty not for my dream in having a glorious life, but for my complaints upon -not so bad- misery in my life.
Hearing the story will not make me stop from my passion on food neither stop me on dreaming about having a glorious life and fighting for it. But, as my friend write on his ym status for couple of days, maybe me, you, us, could start to stop complaining and be more grateful for our life.
The story strikes me on the head and stab me on my heart. Couple of days ago, I had a great meal on one of 5 stars hotel in Jakarta. It was indeed satisfactory yet pricy. After hearing the story, I suddenly calculated that the money I spent on my luxurious lunch could support the lady for months!I feel guilty.
I feel guilty not for my passion on food, but for my ignorance upon those who are suffering. I feel guilty not for my dream in having a glorious life, but for my complaints upon -not so bad- misery in my life.
Hearing the story will not make me stop from my passion on food neither stop me on dreaming about having a glorious life and fighting for it. But, as my friend write on his ym status for couple of days, maybe me, you, us, could start to stop complaining and be more grateful for our life.
reflection
Banyak orang bilang kalo kita itu harus selalu berjalan ke depan...terus...terus...dan terus.... berlari mengejar masa depan yang cemerlang. Begitulah biasanya nasihat orang tua. Semakin lama, persaingan untuk mendapatkan masa depan yang cemerlang itu sepertinya semakin ketat. Semua orang berlomba-lomba untuk sekolah setinggi mungkin, dan mungkin mendapatkan gaji sebesar mungkin. Sepertinya, semua yang kita punya tidak pernah cukup. Normal memang, karena kita adalah manusia biasa.
Semua orang berharap, tujuan bisa dicapai secepat mungkin, dengan cara semudah mungkin. Kayak nyetir di jalan tol aja, ngebut, mungkin mobilnya dibawa 120-140km/jam siapa tau bandung-jakarta bisa dicapai hanya dalam 1 jam saja. Tapi inget, sekencang apapun mobil kita bisa lari, semuanya punya spion. spion ini berfungsi untuk kita ngintip ke belakang, siapa tau ada yang mau nyalip, atau biar gak nabrk kalo parkir. Tapi, banyak juga yang bilang jangan terlalu sering liat spion, ntar nabrak yang di depan. which means, jangan terlalu melihat ke masa lalu biar kita bisa lebih konsentrasi ke masa depan.
Di tengah semua kesibukan, ambisi, mimpi, jadwal padet, ujian, dan lain-lain, kadang kita dah gak sempet lagi noleh ke belakang. future...future...future... itu kata kuncinya. Tapi coba deh menepi sebentar, berhenti sejenak, dan balikkan badan. Kalo dari spion kita cuma bisa liat separo-separo, kalo kita berhenti kita bisa liat lebih luas. Namanya, refleksi. Apa aja sih yang udah kita lewatin dalam perjalanan hidup kita selama ini?
Gak semuanya orang suka melihat ke belakang, karena seringkali tenryata di belakang kita itu ada kecelakaan maut dengan banyak korban jiwa. Tapi kita selamat kan melewati kecelakaan itu? Justru karena ada kecelakaan itu kan kita dapet kesempatan untuk belajar gimana menghindari kecelakaan? Atau ternyata ketika kita melihat ke belakang, kita lihat pemandangan indah, gunung, bukit, sawah, merasakan angin semilir. Membuat kita berpikir bahwa hidup yang kita lalui itu indah bukan? Atau jangan-jangan atar belakangnya pemandangan indah, tapi di jalannya ada kecelakaan. Berarti hidup itu seimbang.
See the mountain and the green hills, absorb the feeling, enjoy the moment. Remember what cause the deadly accident, learn from it, avoid it in the future.Recharge your energy, fill your soul with spirit. Now turn around. what do you see? yes still a long way to go. Now turn your car on, drive it fast but carefully and go for your destination. Next time you feel tired again, stop, and look behind. Best luck for you always.
Semua orang berharap, tujuan bisa dicapai secepat mungkin, dengan cara semudah mungkin. Kayak nyetir di jalan tol aja, ngebut, mungkin mobilnya dibawa 120-140km/jam siapa tau bandung-jakarta bisa dicapai hanya dalam 1 jam saja. Tapi inget, sekencang apapun mobil kita bisa lari, semuanya punya spion. spion ini berfungsi untuk kita ngintip ke belakang, siapa tau ada yang mau nyalip, atau biar gak nabrk kalo parkir. Tapi, banyak juga yang bilang jangan terlalu sering liat spion, ntar nabrak yang di depan. which means, jangan terlalu melihat ke masa lalu biar kita bisa lebih konsentrasi ke masa depan.
Di tengah semua kesibukan, ambisi, mimpi, jadwal padet, ujian, dan lain-lain, kadang kita dah gak sempet lagi noleh ke belakang. future...future...future... itu kata kuncinya. Tapi coba deh menepi sebentar, berhenti sejenak, dan balikkan badan. Kalo dari spion kita cuma bisa liat separo-separo, kalo kita berhenti kita bisa liat lebih luas. Namanya, refleksi. Apa aja sih yang udah kita lewatin dalam perjalanan hidup kita selama ini?
Gak semuanya orang suka melihat ke belakang, karena seringkali tenryata di belakang kita itu ada kecelakaan maut dengan banyak korban jiwa. Tapi kita selamat kan melewati kecelakaan itu? Justru karena ada kecelakaan itu kan kita dapet kesempatan untuk belajar gimana menghindari kecelakaan? Atau ternyata ketika kita melihat ke belakang, kita lihat pemandangan indah, gunung, bukit, sawah, merasakan angin semilir. Membuat kita berpikir bahwa hidup yang kita lalui itu indah bukan? Atau jangan-jangan atar belakangnya pemandangan indah, tapi di jalannya ada kecelakaan. Berarti hidup itu seimbang.
See the mountain and the green hills, absorb the feeling, enjoy the moment. Remember what cause the deadly accident, learn from it, avoid it in the future.Recharge your energy, fill your soul with spirit. Now turn around. what do you see? yes still a long way to go. Now turn your car on, drive it fast but carefully and go for your destination. Next time you feel tired again, stop, and look behind. Best luck for you always.
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