crowded mind

so crowded here......
all i can do is praying
hoping that it will come true
coz i can no longer hold what i feel
and i'm afraid...

I need....
me in distance
fly away......
chasing for dreams
leaving the memories

please god....

hiks

hiks hiks hiks T_T T_T T_T lagi sensi niiiiii
why everything is getting more and more complicated?
pengen nyemlungin kepala ke tong atau mengkeret di tempurung kayak kura2
how nice to be a kid without burden.....

hffffffffff geeeerrrrrrrrrrrr huaaaaaaaaaa
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empty

a hole...
empty...
blank...

sad...

feel

Really, I wish u know how i feel