drawning and sinking

I'm drawning to the bottom of the sea
The sea full of tears
The ocean full of pain

sunny cloudy

I stare I look I see nothing
I sleep and awake and sleep and awake
I awake I recall I think I still see nothing
I only know that everything is blank

The shadows back I try to make it away
I close my eyes but the shadows stay
I curse I shout I finally cry
I stay in silence and at the end I pray

It's dark it's grey it's cloudy
and I try to make it sunny
From distance I hear a melody
Make the whole things look more funny

I stare I look I still see nothing
I decided to stop crying
at the end I feel something
that I will somehow find the ending