start something new

I guess I need to start writing my blog again, the usual way...

SoS

God Please.........

Help me..........

Take me out from here.........

Help me escape from this feeling

I almost couldn't stand this anymore

couldn't bear the tears and the nightmare

give me the strengths

show me the way

please............

reflect

I see my self inside

I see the miseries in my mind

I see my self inside

I feel the sorrow in my heart

I see my self inside

I touch the tears dropped from my eyes

breath

it's very difficult to breath....
It consumes my enery
It takes my soul....
do i still have anything left?

crowded mind

so crowded here......
all i can do is praying
hoping that it will come true
coz i can no longer hold what i feel
and i'm afraid...

I need....
me in distance
fly away......
chasing for dreams
leaving the memories

please god....

hiks

hiks hiks hiks T_T T_T T_T lagi sensi niiiiii
why everything is getting more and more complicated?
pengen nyemlungin kepala ke tong atau mengkeret di tempurung kayak kura2
how nice to be a kid without burden.....

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empty

a hole...
empty...
blank...

sad...